Deepika POV

When I  thought that sleep finally engulfed me in a dream where I never wanted to see, an alarm rang and disturbed me from falling in a dark nightmare. Finally I got up to do my work  at least not get beaten or getting scolded today and I have to do it fast cause I need to search for a job so that I can take care of myself without being a burden to this family ..."yeah This family not my family and i know it'll never be "but am wishing atleast hoping that they'll treat me as human not as their family member but i don't know when this will happen... coming out of my thoughts i quickly went to freshen up after arranging my small shabby room neatly as possible.

After coming out of the washroom i quickly wore a Kurti dupatta and started my day by first preparing coffees for this family member , after preparing the coffee I went to their particular rooms and  knocked the doors when I didn't hear any response or sound I slowly opened the door and slowly went inside and see that they still sleeping so without making any noise I kept the coffee on the table and left the room after that I started to prepare a breakfast as I know what they prefer for a breakfast I prepare everything quickly without making much noise because again that will cause me trouble later and then I started to clean the kitchen which I made mess while preparing the breakfast while dish washing I can hear a noise that means someone is approaching the dining room it made my  heart beat rise my hands are started to shivering and i  was  mentally preparing to face them .

Rajvardhan choudhary :

What are you thinking quickly serve us and go to your room "Don't come and show your face to us in the early morning and while going to the office, your face and your presence always bring bad luck to us and I don't want to lose today's deal"  you got me right ,I uttered  these words to this unwanted person of this family and just she just noded her head keeping her head down and I just have started to eat my food "where are others" I asked her.

Deepika - I... I don't know...i answered him as known as my dad from whom I am craving to be loved as a daughter or at least as a human being ... after keeping my head low all the time after finishing his food he just got up from his place and straight went out to his office after that i went to call others to have breakfast then after sometime my step brother whom I sacred to death Along with his lovely sister that is step sister of mine and my mom came to dinning table while laughing and talking with each other,I just looked at them and bend my head down in order to don't see their faces and by looking at their eyes only make me shit myself.After they settled down on the chairs i started to serve them my hands are trembling and I'm trying to don't spill anything on them so I carefully served and stood away from them in order to save myself,in the middle my step sister Tanvi Choudary called me to serve while serving she intentionally step on my foot it made me loose my hand grip on the hot sambar and it spilled on my step brother Vihaan Choudhary ,my hands started to shivering,eyes are wide it filled with fear even though I wanted to speak, want to say sorry but no words are coming out of my mouth and it made him angry and my mom and sister smirked at me , Vihaan without thinking twice slapped me hard that impact made me fall on the ground my hand automatically hold my cheek where it's hurting like hell he came near me and it made me crawl back it sat dangerously in front of me and then held my hair i screamed on top of my lungs but he didn't leave me instead slapped again and warned me to clean everything i quickly nodded and said I'll do that with that followed by breakfast I have done my work and now I want to ask their permission to go out and am thinking will they allow me to out whom they just left the place and watch'n like entertainment when my brother was slapping and i made my mind and went to my mom room to ask for permission.I started to walk towards her room suddenly someone closed my mouth from behind it made me scream and closed my eyes and that person took  me to the room which was present where i was walking ,after someone crushed me between wall keeping my both hands behind my back and then I slowly opened my eyes and got shocked and scared when I see that's none other than my brother Vihaan. He sternly looked at me from top to bottom and brought his face closer to my ear and said "you have become naughty and bad girl  ,do you like to taste punishment babydoll" He asked me about that made me suck my breath his intense stare made me scared and I was asked him with my voice breaking "B..Bhai..wha what are you doing plea ..se leave me I ..I have to go " he asked me where you'll go you can't escape from me you slut now be quite and let me do my work while saying this he started to inhale my scent keeping his face in my neck i screamed and started to push him away but he's not bulging from it instead he twisted my hand behind my back again in one hand ,his another hand is roaming on my side of the waist holding tightly,squeezing it and forcefully started to kiss me,  am turning my face here and there to escape from this sinful kiss and him ,it made him angry and started to bite my neck leaving red bruises behind i was crying, begging and screaming to let me go and silently praying god to save me from this monster,as god heard my prayers a call disturbed him with no other option he went out to take care of his business matters,i slid down to the floor keeping my head down between my knees i cried out as no one will hear me or care me.

After sometime i stood up cleaned my face, adjust the dress and went out after reaching mom room i knocked the door when I heard come in i went inside and saw her that she's taking rest on chair in balcony I went there and asked her "c..can I go outside as I said 2 days back i have an inter..view today " she simply stare at me for sometime and  i was dying inside thinking what is running inside her head after a long moment she said that finally you're going to not burden us anymore with your ugly face and fate she smirked at me I was freezed in that moment and slowly nodded my head eyes are filled with unknown tears then she said "ok you can go but come back early don't whoring around and don't think you can do whatever you want just because you'll work outside your life is not yours but ours to play i gave birth to you so  i can do whatever i want with you " by saying this she went out of room checking her phone but i was standing there tears are flowing non stop,body is hurting from constant working,exhaustion could clearly see on my face but that's not what bothering me I just needed their love,care,and i want to forget my all worries but they'll not forget to make me realise am unwanted soul , playing however they want with my life,my body, just by remembering their hate make me think why did I born but again it was not in my hand.... after thinking about my life i finally started to get ready for the day ahead

To be continued....